HAIRCUT!!!

Okay, so I hadn't gotten my hair cut in a year (not even joking) and I had it cut. I got seven inches off and layers. I LOVE IT! I'm even more obsessed with it now than I was before! Oh, and I started another book. Writing is so hard. I get bored with it, or I don't know what to do with it next. Well, practice makes perfect :)

Again? Really?

I'm sick...again...wow... I have this curse with sicknesses. I am either the first person to get them so I have no warning before the outbreak, or I'm the person who's all excited because they thought that they were skipped by the sicky but then gets smacked in the face with it. Today I was smacked in the face. And I just had a lesson and keeping yourself safe during cold and flu season. Yeah, that helped. Sorry that I sound so sarcastic and angst filled, but I am a teenager, and sometimes I just need to let it out.

Whew!

So I just finished the play that I was in,  and I feel exhausted. I feel like I didn't speak to anyone outside of my cast until yesterday. But I also loved it. It was so much fun, and such a thrill to be up there. Even if I did happen to get a bruise or two :)

Who am I?

I love it that in high school, you can blend so well into the background that you work with a kid on the same show for two months and he still doesn't know your name. It's absolutley frusterating!!! I'm in Drama Club as a precaution. I DON'T want to blend in. But yet, I do. Sometimes I wonder if there's something about me that just makes me forgetable. But I don't care, I'm doing what I love to do, acting.

I'm a Juggler

I believe that teenagers, as a whole, do not get enough sleep. I am one of those unfortunate teens. We're expected to juggle extra clubs, sports, friends, family, homework, church, and all those other little things like eating, sleeping, and somehow staying alive. Honestly, teenagers lives suck.  I just think that teachers need to be more respectful about homework loads. I had this one teacher who gave us an assignment right before a holiday. I don't think anyone wrote it down, much less did it. Weekends and holidays are for us students to relax, and become more healthy through tons of sleep, a lot of hanging out with friends, and a little bit of exercise thrown in there. It's so tiring, trying to juggle everything.

Neglecting, But With a Good Purpose

So I realized today that I totally neglected my blog for a long time. I'M SORRY! You see, I was doing this play in a week. I got my part/script on Monday, and was expected to know everything by Wednesday. Throw in a ton of homework and a butt load of drama and you get... STRESS! But it all turned out, somehow, and the play was great. It was one of those things where your just glad that it's over.

Now I have a different play to look forward to. Woo hoo! I like being in plays, just not so much the leading up to them. They're a ton of work, but also a ton of fun. :)

It's Almost Over!

I'm almost better. It'll be almost two weeks that I've been sick now, but I don't care! I woke up this morning, and my nose wasn't even stuffy. I still have a cough and my ears are plugged but what evs.

Doing this play is really difficult. It's certainly out of my safe zone, but I like the challenge. Through all of the scenes that I'm in, people are touching me. You have to understand that I don't like people touching me unless I know them pretty well. Oh well, I'll be fine :)

ugh...

Still sick with cold/cough/earache, and the suckish part is that it's not even an earache. I just can't hear out of my ear. My mom thinks that it's just plugged, but it really sucks.

Rehearsals are starting!!! That totally brightens my day. Even though my character has to be a total psycho. I have to scream maniacly while laying on a bed and everyone standing around me yelling their lines. So yeah, lots o fun...

The Sun is Shining Once More

Ok, still super sick, to the point where I had to stay home today. Thank goodness for cellphones, because I found out that I did get a part. Not a big one, but that's okay. I'm just glad to be in it. I'll talk to you again when I'm not hacking up a lung.

The Pain of Searching for Fame

I am a masochist, more commonly known as an actress. How else could I explain the pain that I go through during every audition, and still go back for more? My guess is that I like the pain. In fact, it makes my day. In case you wanna know what else is bothering me, I'm sick! Do you know how hard it is to preform your best when you're holding back a cough, sniffle and sob all at the same time? My day has been wonderful.

I'll post again with the results of today's gruesome call backs (I was there for three hours and only read four times), unless I am simply too depressed.

Boys... Nough Said

Sometimes I wonder, why do boys decide to annoy girls when they like them? I have been told that this guy, who is acting like a total jerk around me, had a huge crush on me. And the guy that I have a crush on because he's super nice, doesn't like me that much. Why can't we all just do what we feel like doing? We'd all have much less drama. No more Degrassi-like secrets floating around in our thick little teenage heads (I'd like to point out that I never have and never will watch Degrassi). Oh well. Boys will be boys and girls will be girls. So be it.

I Wish Christmas Was in August

I have thoroughly annoyed pretty much everyone around me by belting out Christmas songs at random moments in my day. Yesterday I sang "All I Want for Christmas is my two front teeth" in Geometry. I have a sickness that I like to call The Christmas Curse. Every year around July and August, I just begin to wish it was Christmas. There's just something about it that makes everyone happy. Plus, I am so darn sick of this relentless HEAT!!! So I wanted to warn you, I might start singing Deck the Halls someday at the top of my lungs. Don't freak out and happy holidays!!!

TV Has Taken Over Teens

I was sitting in my French class today, and this really annoying girl behind me is talking really loud. She's said,"OMG, I watched, like, eight hours of Disney Channel yesterday." Don't get me wrong, I love anything Disney, but really? Eight hours? Wow, all I could think about the rest of the class period was how I would have spent that time. I don't know what it is about me, but I always end up getting those teachers. You know the ones, the ones who are so good at giving you homework that it takes all your will power not to glare at them in the hallways. Anyways, I just couldn't believe that she had all that time to waste. Or maybe she didn't. Maybe there's an English teacher on my campus who's super upset that this girl didn't turn in an essay or something. Oh the glory of high school!

An Answer to an Age Old Question

We've all wondered at some points in our lives, "why do bad things happen to good people?" I am here to give you an answer... Because they're the only kind of people who have the patience to make it through bad things. You put me in a bad situation, I'll probably end up on deppression pills. I don't take problems and trials well... But all of the people that I know who do are some of the nicest people I have ever met. They have the patience to get through problems and not even complain. Someday, I want to grow up and be like one of them... One of the many flaws that I'm working on.

Teenage Girls Have an Excuse

So I noticed the other day how annoying teenage girls are with their friends. I HATE IT!!! They just run around giggling at everything... And then I got together with my friends and did the exact same thing. I've figured out why we do that. Actually, I even made up an equation that I'm thinking about sending to NASA because it's so amazing.
girls+friends=adrenalin and giggling
So it's not our faults that we're so annoying. Think about that the next time you go to the movies.

First Post EVER!!!

Okay, first post ever... SO NERVOUS!!! I guess that I shouldn't be, 'cause no one will read this yet. I'm actually hoping that someone will read this at some point... Hi Nelly... Okay, so I guess that I should start with one of my opinions. I AM SO SICK OF GANGSTA BOYS!!! I'm that nerdy girl that always gets stuck behind them in class. I'm the one who has to look at the back of their inappropriate shirts while they flirt nastily with the girl next to them. Why this kind of stuff always happens to me is an answer that I'd love to know. Someday, I'm going to run up behind one of them and rip their pants up to cover those dumb boxers I see all around school. I'd just love to see the reaction that I would get. So yeah, watch out all you gangsta brotha's, cause Mo's on the look out for saggin pants!