The Pain of Searching for Fame

I am a masochist, more commonly known as an actress. How else could I explain the pain that I go through during every audition, and still go back for more? My guess is that I like the pain. In fact, it makes my day. In case you wanna know what else is bothering me, I'm sick! Do you know how hard it is to preform your best when you're holding back a cough, sniffle and sob all at the same time? My day has been wonderful.

I'll post again with the results of today's gruesome call backs (I was there for three hours and only read four times), unless I am simply too depressed.